The Beet Is The Ancient Ancestor Of The Autumn Moon, Bearded, Buried, All but Fossilized.

a time and a place for everything under the sun yes, yes of course, most definitely, most assuredly, who could even doubt? who me? never! but the moon... the moon is a trickier and less let upon, less let into, less than let on than our just as easily eclipsable ami, monsieur soleil, but madame lune... well she's another story altogether and less a story than a few stories to tell and let me tell you cause i've heard a few and damn do they get better with the tellin. and we all know the ones on werewolves and tides and les période menstruel (she's also occasionally quite french - we've all read a french poet or two have we not?) but what about her other stories those less told? perhaps less understood or less digested like too much liquor that vanishes in our sleep despite, perhaps, our best efforts? but they don't stick with you no not in the way you think to when thinkin stuck because they have on and in them tendencies for sneakin back and into the back of hidin places and hidden corners and places well hid that seem to been meant for forgettin until they sneak back out again. and let me tell you.

what i am tryin to tell. what i mean to say. what i'm gettin round to... don't forget that there's somethin more and no not always a somethin else in the out there nor somethin for discoverin nor somethin' not known because her stories are already somethin known and in the in there and already on the insides. and don't you forget. don't you ever let that somekinda fact get forgotten.

I Believe That It Is Rightful I Believe It In My Mind

and there's some kinda things you just cain't kill.

i remember sayin something clever i wanted to write down. i remember seein her familiar face. i remember bein on the ground. and then i woke up. and i woke up to more sleep. and i woke up to realizin that i had been in a wrong way a thinkin i hadna even thought before but there it was and was right where is in front a me right where you cain't shake no matter how much you commence to squallin nor shakin and hangs heavy in front til you reach out, grab a hold, and remember that very much of a time between ground and wakin up that time that was between time and was time that very same that was existed for an almost just so (and so and so and clearly) and this all becomes all to and all too clear.

and i would cry out 'is there a perhaps a someone out in all of there?' and i must go to them, reach out to them with a hand's gentle caress and ask them 'did you too cry late into the last of nights? did anyone even begin to kiss you?' and even supposin their answers come quick and clean it still ain't their answers cause their answers ain't meant for this questionin nor none other cause their's is the questions we ought not be askin. questions not new nor never was, but old as old is or ever was.

and your torn sounds will scatter in the wind.

The Way The Sunlight Hit Her Skin In What Was To Be Our Garden

how much better would life be if every night meant falling asleep with face buried where cheek meets shoulder?

There Is No Hope

turn out the lights. now! we have to keep them away and oh are they coming. they are fucking coming. don't you understand? they. are. coming. they feast on flesh our own and they care not for souls or humanity or ideas or beliefs or... quiet. did you hear that? they're coming. and you who are still not afraid. think of anything you have done with your life. anything that you think matters or makes a difference. they don't care. they will tear your flesh like the flesh of any other they will rip flesh from bone but the worst part? they know. they know everything you've ever done. every shame every fear you've ever had they know. but they don't judge. they laugh. as they rip to pieces they see into you and they know. but that isn't why they tear you to shreds. they tear you to shreds because it's what they do. but they know. they see. and they and they laugh. everything that you have hidden deep inside yourself is, in a moment, some trivial thing, nothing more than an unnecessary weight that you've carried your whole life and in that moment, lying exposed lying torn to pieces you are nothing more than a pathetic piece of flesh. your whole life you believed the secrets you carried mattered, were what would kill you, but no, they are what is killing you. killing you alive like nothing else can. your secret humiliation that you woke up to every morning is now nothing more than a joke to the those that kill you now and all regrets that you've ever had are in an instant worthless. quiet. i hear them. they are breathing down our necks and we are running in place trying to escape them. but there is no escape. they will catch us. any move we make they know. they know. they will find us and they will devour us. you cannot hide. they will find you. they will find us. their yellow eyes will stare you down in the darkness of your soul and they will consume you. they will consume more wholly and completely than any guilt or shame you could have ever possibly created in your heart. we are surrounded. they will be our end. there is no escape.