The Only True Object Of Study In Linguistics Is The Language...

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i was gonna all with ireland and women loved from and to made a mark but then and shot and a stout and shot and a stout and back through the archives all the way back to 'and then i saw the snow' and rejection and then another sitting in parks snowstaring musichearing soulsaving and coffee shop sitting waiting for a girl to pass who will not pass hoping she would notice when she would not fantasizing that she would pass by she would notice me she would come inside she would sit at my table she would look at me she would see something good she would see something in and of me that is worth loving she would talk she would take my hand and she will as the camera pulls back the strings fade up the screen fades black.

but... prior to... a bus stop... some whiskeybreath... an underdog, an...

and so:

therefore:

there is a thing within us, some thing, a samething or not quite. this cannot be(,) a new depression i will fight and fight and fight must not be - a week and two days a vacation not long enough unacceptable none of the above none of the other only a what the hell how did i get here doing this a young people's game before the after of ideals and hopes and famedesire the afterfade that steps one step before resignments reassignments resignations sovereign states of settling nothing will come of this no legs for public sphere no rhythm no flow no poetry of a sort like the others the end of one more things not quite neverall that good to begin with like all else flash-in-pan idea hope desire only ways out that dead end but outways from what? why escapes and running and leavings?

what was so terrible to begin with?

'always something more' bullshit is what is. nothing more. only is. is est is.

and then they started to playing the jukebox and he walked up outta that bar never to return and out into a night he would never understand nor ever give up.

no way no how.

* the problem with is the backward nature such as the end of the last the 'so this is it this which is nor never was this which i know so well or so i know the was never not so quite so ever such like desire never so?' at an end when should be a begin for later be should not an end.