Pt. 1 - The Beautiful Condition

moons and stars and stahn cahld graveyards. these are the things that outlive us. by most and much more. and all's we's got is the moments. but then there's them worth havin'. and those days where in which everythin' works out to just such enough that one'd dare not say a thing nor anythin' for fear of jinxin' it up so we keep to quiet for just so. and then once all is forgot over cheap beers and open mic music and free beers from david or william or whatever his shaky walk a name might'a been it happens and happens so lovely and so much so that it takes most a whole walk home with stupid grin and string swell brain to remember that we was holdin' out for just such for just such as just happened for just such as we just got and were lucky enough to gotten because who are we to ever deserve just such nothin' and that's who and that's that but it happened a moment worth for holdin' and holdin' onto because that's all we got and that is all we got.

and when we come home to alone and to lonely passenger side pillows fakin' awake with the nighttime dreams of wantin' and think this ok and actually believe that this is ok and somewhere down on the inside know that all is ok well that's when we know and believe and think that we will be ok. that is when we will be ok. we will be ok. and that is when.

somwheres around the time a lock in the throat becomes a sound that grabs you facewise... that's when you'll know. you'll just know.